On a bad note. It's how i was feeling at the time though.
I thought it would have dissapeared. But it's just subsided a bit.
I'm not happy anymore, not as much as i could be. I'm not content at all.
Something's missing from my life.
Maybe i'll never be happy. But something's changed.
I never used to be like this.
Why now?
My aim was to try and re vamp this and make it more cheery, but at this moment i can't.
Till another day...