Friday, 12 March 2010

Last night

4am still awake.
My eyes were so heavy by like half 2, but i just couldn't fall asleep.
Damnit.

Then i had that shit dream and woke up at half 8.

Died in a plane crash.
We hit a tree and the front of the plane exploded and very slowly a fire was coming towards me.
Knew that was the end.
Time seemed to slow down and i suddenly started thinking about everyone who i loved.
Then before the fire got to me, everything faded to black.

And then i was surrounded in darkness.
I still had my thoughts, but i knew i was dead.
"So this is what it's like, what happens now?"
I felt like i was trapped just in this dark space, still me, but just not physicaly there.
There was no heaven.

I knew it had to be a dream, but it felt so real.

Then i opened my eyes and realised i was alive.


I hated that dream so much.


What if that is what it's really like?
What the fuck happens to us?




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