Saturday, 13 March 2010

Why

can't i stop thinking about her.

She hasn't spoke to me in months now and probably never will.
But everyday, i'll just remember her and miss her.


I don't know what i did wrong.

I knew she'd stop talking to me eventually and i knew i'd remember her.
Think she forgot me.


It's always the other person who does it first.
Fuck.
I even knew that at the time.
"Eventually she'll stop talking to you and find someone else, you know that right? And she'll move on and you wont because you're not like that."
Yup.
How can you just forget someone? Even if you don't speak to them for a good while how can you just wipe them from your memory entirely?
Hmm. Maybe it's just me, being clingy to my good memories or something. But that's not wrong?


2008 was good.
Never realised it until it had gone.
I'm going try and make this year memorable for good things.