Monday, 19 April 2010

In Glasgow

in my wee room again =/ Hmmm.

It's strange, i feel different here now. I suppose since everyone knows i quit and moved back home it's just guilt free being here now.
It's still as lonely though.

I'm really tired cause i done an all nighter.
Wondering if bed just now would be too soon? I don't want to wake up at like 4am and not be able to fall back over, thus ruining what could have got me back into a normal sleeping routine.

It seems when i knock myself out of a normal sleep thing the only way to recover it is to stay up and entire night, then hope you can make it through the day and thennn hope that you don't over sleep or undersleep which would muck everything up again.

I think i could wake up early from hunger. I have bought NO food at all for here since i'm only here a day. And that burger i just had seems to have disintigrated within me, even now i don't feel satisfied.
BUT i have been cycling lots and that nackers me out.

Should probably go have a shower now. I have no one talking to me and nothing really that i should be doing.
Hmmm...

Ok i'll go now.

Tomorrow will be another day of biking, then to the office to ask stuff thennnn bus it home and get back for 5/6.
TIRING.