putting my thoughts in here, i've discovered that once i spill it all out on here i can just kindof get rid of it from my mind.
It'll still be there, but i'll just push it really far back and then move on with another thought.
So i'm hoping once i type this thing, that i might stop having it in my mind so much.
It's strange but for the past 2 weeks or so, i have been conscious of every lightswitch/socket/plug i touch.
Obviously i know i'm doing it, as i always know, but i seem to be always aware now.
And i think bad thoughts while doing so.
Electrocution.
It might have something to do with me saying that i 100% believe that i will never get hit by lightning in my life.
So now, i'm thinking electricity will have its revenge in other ways.
I hope it stops soon and my mind will forget, i don't want a mild case of OCD.
I'm bad enough touching door handles out in public without having this too.
